I'm sitting in the bathroom upstaris. The girls are taking a bath and I feel like I'm loosing my mind. It's all good though. I've come to realize that despite my recent procrastination in class, it is only due to me learning to adjust to no longer working on the weekends.
For nearly three weeks straight, I had no reliable access to my classes. When it comes to academic work, I must admit I enjoy it thouroughly. I love the writing process, the research, and best of all, the feeling of turning in an assingment that I have put my heart into.
Despite my recent procrastination, I am determined to set up a solid schedule with which to manage my life. I dream of an organized house, happy kids, a happy husband, and re-instating my honor-roll status. The house and kids aspect of this simple dream will take a while, but the academic side has a deadline that must not and cannot be ignored. In a series of sleepless nights, I will accomplish my academic goal.
So, I will let the clothes pile up a bit more, and the dishes sit in the sink. For the future of my family and I is not dependent on whether or not the disshes get done or the floors get vacuumed daily. Working towards a better future is the best thing I can do to preserve my sanity and my confidence right now.
You have it figured out! When my girls were playing softball, a wise lady told me to make sure they had clean ball suits and clean clothes for school and to make sure I had quick meals on hand. She said that they needed clothes on their backs, food in their stomachs, and lots of love.
ReplyDeleteThis education will help pay for their college some day.